bring on the panic

So today I get informed that Tim will most likely come home much sooner than we expected. Which means I need to move much sooner than expected in order to be there before he gets home. Don't get me wrong I am super excited for him to be home, but I'm a little panicked now trying to figure out how to make this move happen on a shorter time frame. Money, packing, plane tickets, and other assorted stuff. All has to be done before I go! Tim just says it is a matter of me getting on the plane, leave it to a guy to think that way while the girl freaks out about all the extra details. 
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On another note I start my job tomorrow!!!! 

The Big Hit

Was talking to Tim today and it finally hit me "OMG I'm moving to New York".  Now while I knew all along I was going and nothing has changed, I love him and want to be with him. It did in fact become more real today. Not sure what exactly flipped the switch in my head though. Perhaps it is because we are almost xx days away instead of xxx days.

Getting Closer

I believe we are down to 107 days until Tim is home and I make the biggest move ever. I won't lie I am getting nervous to move clear across the country, but then again I'm super excited to change and start things over. It is exactly what I need.

Eat, Pray, Love

I'm watching the movie for the second time. Makes me wonder where would I go for each phase? Where would I go to Eat? Where would I go to Pray? And where would I go to Love? I do know that I need something, I need to find my balance before I take the next step in my life which will be wife. Oh and what would my word be? Watch the movie if you are confused!!!

Today will be in the History Books

So tonight I'm half asleep on the couch when my sister comes downstairs and says "they killed Osama". My initial reaction was the president was killed but then I realized what she said. I then after a moment jumped up in panic. I'm happy for all those who were hurt by 9/11 attacks that they have some justice. However when I fully realized what Shelly had said I panicked because Osama is dead and what is that going to do in Afghanistan where Tim is? I suspect some communication blackout for a little while and I do trust him he knows his job and does it well. I'm also fearful that attacks are going to spring up in random places through out the world. I'm sure they had plans in place for when this day came.  So my fears aside this is truly a day that will go down in history and people will remember where they were when Osama Bin Laden was killed and taken into U.S custody.

God Bless those who may be put in harms way by these actions!!!!